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(-››_x_GRUBBiiN- nada
(-››_x_SiiPPiiN- nothin
(-››_x_BLASTiiN- nooothin
(-››_x_Vii3WiiN- momsz watchin the qame show network...=/ lol
(-››_x_G0SSiiPiiN- nobooooody, baby (who can love you like me? nobooooody!) ah old school joint!
"i could say that i don`t love you no more..."
hey lovasz!! how are you, fuckersz? i`ve realized that my commentsz have qone increasinqly down but i think itsz becuz school has started and i and other people have better thinqsz to do then leave commentsz on random peoplesz paqesz.. correct? yeah... thatsz it. but i decided to update since i`m bored at home but hopefully i won`t be in thisz damn house later! letsz have a re-cap of brittni'sz life:
The Male Speciesz Update:
weeeeelllll, there was SO much confusions wiht the whole boy situation becuz it was a decision not to mess anymore and i was so distrauqht at first but i realized that i can`t be mad at him for doinq the exact same thinq that i had done last year. so i was slowly but surely acceptinq the fact that we were no lonqer "friendsz with some serious benefitsz" but simply, just friendsz. but then yesterday, he said that he was just qoin thru somethin when he wrote me the letter sayin he didnt wanna mess, and basically sayin that he reqreted it. so where are we now?! WHO THE HELL KNOWSZ! i`m even more confused then i was before! but hey... thats what you qet when you`re "with someone" but you`re not qoinq out. *siqh*... anyway, so thats whatsz qoin on with the boy i consider a bun-bun. now, male friendsz have been pretty qood lately. well, i haven`t had a real conversation with bootsy since maybe ummm... september, but i mean, what can i do if i never see him? who knowsz... but on a more positive note, me and deontay have qotten over our whole "awkward phase" from last year when i liked him and now since theresz no "love" feelinqsz there, we`ve made a mutual decision that we`re best friends =)... which is SO straiqht cuz thatsz all i ever really wanted-- no awkwardness && to just be his friend && now we are and we talk like bffs and chill like bffs and itsz just real straiqht which is alwaysz positive. him && dominique came over last nite cuz dominique likesz markia & markia was over and we chilled ant it was fun. so yeah, "boyfriend" wise itsz been quite an adventure but "boy-friend (boy thatsz a friend)" wise its been qood =)
The Horrible, Disqustinq Female Speciesz Update:
surprisinqly, i haven`t had some serious female problemsz this year but lemme not talk too fast becuz its only 2nd quarter. i still don`t like certain people becusz theyre immature as shit && tryta do stupid shit here and there but hey. they wanna act like kinderqartenersz then be my quest! on the bathroom stallsz, i found a new messaqe dedicated to me and its saysz: Brittni G***ara (yall don`t needa know my last name) Sucks Dick!! lmaoo yay!! i thouqht they had forqotten all about me cuz i hadn`t seen new messaqesz in a while but i quess they didnt!!! *siqh* they think about me all the time... even when they`re in the bathroom!! they take time out of THEIR day to spend time on me... hehe!! I LOVE YOU, GIRLS!! <3<3 hehehe.. but fareal, when i saw it i was like oh cmon, are you serious?! like.. it was acceptable for people to not like me last year cuz i was a freshman and some people looked at me as a "threat" but im like, a sophomore now and theresz new pretty freshman to hate on. but i quess they`ll alwaysz love me && only me so i quess i qotta be happy that i qet so much attention from FEMALESZ!! whooaaa... boy attention and qirl attention! thatsz some G- status riqht there!!! hehe... but yeah, markia had some shit with some random chick and then somehow, her little random bitch pulled me into it for no reason, but ultimately, me and markia dominated like we alwaysz do! *siqh* dont try bitchesz... you`ll lose! =)
The Crew/ The Blastiicsz:
i was tellin markia yesterday that me, her and irene are sucha like cliche qroup. like... theresz the liqht skin one, the medium one, and the dark one. theresz the lonq haired one, the medium haired one, and the short haired one. theresz the skinny ass one, the medium one and the thicker one. and there was more proof that we`re cliche but i can`t think about it now. like, everythinq that you imaqine bein best friendsz, we like.. are. itsz qross. but anyway, besidesz those bitchesz, i have the bestest friendsz in the entire world who are alwaysz there for me and alwaysz there to help me see thinqsz in a new liqht && i just love them with all my heart. they`re just amazinq && brinq lauqhter to my sad sad life =P. i never imaqined myself havin more than like 2 best friendsz but i was proven wronq. aww qirliesz! qotta love ya!! i hafta put thisz picture up aqain cuz itsz the best picture of all timesz:
awww beautiful!! but another person whose been there for me is jeeeennn!! qotta love my jen chio! so overall, the friendsz situation has been real qood but i never really had problemsz with friendsz since the beqinninq of freshman year... to sum it all up, once i ditched one friend that i shouldnt have been friendsz with anymore cuz i knew she talked about me, i haven`t had problemsz so yeah. friendsz have been qood ;]
Homecominq 2005:
well, the beqinninq of homecominq was quite fun. i qot my hair done, qot my make-up done, came home, qot dressed && russ came over. then we took picturesz, which i just qot developed && they`re ADORABLE, && then chilled for lke 7 minutesz before we headed over to aimeesz house. so then we went there and markia, bri, irene, damel, josh && some random kid came && we took picturesz then we went to homecominq. i should`ve known it was qonna be a disaster from the beqinninq. so we qot there && i realized that i had forqotten me & russ' ticketsz at home. so i had to look up our namesz on the sheet which didn`t take lonq cuz my mom told me what our numbersz were but i just should`ve known it was qonna be bad from then on. so we qet in && we`re toqether for about 3 minutesz then he qoesz his way and i was just like there... so then i just hunq out with the qirlsz, me && markia moped and sulked and just had a bad ass time and cried (well, only i cried) and it just sucked. so then we went down to ihop in wheaton but it was too crowded so we went to wendysz && mickey d`sz and went back to aimeesz house && lunched like shit. so before && after homecominq was fun as hell but durinq the whole event was disasterous && stupid! but for your viewinq pleasure, i have one picture from homecominq from brittanysz diqital camera:
aahh see! we matched && it looked amazinq! that was the only qood part about homecominq!!
Classesz/ Gradesz/School:
we qot our report cardsz on thursday && i did qoood!! my GPA was a 3.71. yaaay!! i qot an A in honorsz enqlish, pre-cal with analysis, AP spanish, child development & health. i qot a B in AP NSL & honorsz bio. even with those 2 Bs, i`m SOOOO syssed about my A in pre-cal! i was like oober proud of myself!! =P... so 2nd quarter started & i qot a 93% on my first math test of the quarter!! aahhh... excitinq! i was tellin markia & irene that ya know how sometimesz you`re like really proud of yourself? well yeah.. beinq that i qo thru personal shit all the time && i`m like emotional as fuck, i`m like proud of myself that i don`t let my emotionsz && personal problemsz qet in the way of my academic requirementsz. qood job, brittni. qood job! =) aahh omq! && our football team is qoin to the play-offsz!! we played aqainst qaithersburq last niqht && DOMINATED and we`re qoin to the playoffsz next friday!! aahhhhh... conqratulationsz, boysz!!
Laquna Beach:
THE LAST EPISODE OF LAGUNA COMESZ ON ON MONDAY && I THINK I MAY BE DEPRESSED FOR THE NEXT 9 YEARSZ!!! itsz like... not only the last episode of the season but probably the last episode EVER cuz kristin & them qraduated & they didn`t really hanq out with juniorsz so we didn`t qet to know any juniorsz like we did first season. unless they follow that random mixed lookin qirl cami. thatd be weird... && it probably wouldnt be the same if completely new people were introduced. *siqh* depression. qoodbye, laquna. qoodbye...
i usta like jessica but then she turned into a man stealinq whore. LC had already been thru shit.. why kiss her boyfriend and cause more shit?!... bitch. omq and dieter-- i love him && i wish i had a male bff friend that would console me like that! awww omq! when russ wrote me that letter last week, deontay was there to console! aw omqq...i`m qonna miss that show. sadness =(
Christmas Time:
ahhh christmas is riqht around the corner && i`m so excited!!! i really want thisz hollister jacket for christmas. itsz so cute!! i may not qet as many thinqsz as i usually do cuz my sister hasta take this class for colleqe and itsz for $1600 && the payement is due 2 weeksz after christmas so i don`t know if i`ll qet AS MUCH stuff as i usually qet but itsz all for a qood cause cuz itsz for my sistersz future && her education. anyway, here are some thinqsz that i want:
 
 
(i don`t want both of those dooneysz..just one or the other) those are the only specific thinqsz that i want && then i just want other little shit but yeah.. like i said, i don`t expect alot of thinqsz && if i qet those 3 thinqsz up there, they`re real expensive so if i do qet all 3 of them, i`ll prolly only qet like 5-6 other thinqsz from my mom && then i`ll qet most of my shit from my dad. *siqh* but we`ll see. christmas, christmas, christmas is a-comin!
Layout Request:
i absolutely NEED a new layout becusz i`ve had thisz one for the past 89,000 yearsz!!! i qotta think of what i want it to say and find someone to do it since i haven`t talked to my lil sis ashley in like 80 yearsz! =(. well... if anyone can do it, holler at me. which pic should i put on it?:
 
 
which one of those picturesz should i use? well.. tell me && i`ll see which one i should use. omq! i cut my hair && itsz even shorter than those first 2 picsz when i first qot my hair cut. itsz like 2 inches below my shouldersz, as oppose to like 6 inches below my shouldersz when it usta be. lonq hair is so old-school now! haha... sike but everyone really likesz my new hair, and i must say, i like it too!
well, thatsz about it. i`ve written enouqh to last me for the next 18 yearsz. i`ll update when interestinq shit happensz. bye babiesz!!
xOxO,
Brittni Alyssa
"... and i could say that i closed the door to our love" | | |
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(-››_x_GRUBBiiN- nada
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(-››_x_BLASTiiN- I KEEP ON FALLIN!!...
(-››_x_Vii3WiiN- nuthin
(-››_x_G0SSiiPiiN- @ irenesz house
"i keep on fallin in & out of love with you - i never loved someone the way that i love you..."
oh my my my!!! i haven`t been on in SO lonq && ive had thisz layout for the past like 9 yearsz!! welll... nuthin has really bein qoin on but school. my classesz are ok.. i`m qettin like a rack of Bs which i never qet which is blowin me but hey! what can you say? boys wise, i quess itsz been straiqht.. could be better but i`m satisfied. homecominq is in 8 daysz && toniqht is the biqqest qame of the season!! we`re playin damascus & we`re both undefeated so this is like a breaker. hopefully we do well tho!! everythinq with friendsz has been really qood... me, markia & irene have branched off from each other `nd we chill with other qirliesz now which i love!! =).. but yeah, i quess my life hasn`t really been that interestinq or i quess i just can`t remember everythinq thats been happeninq. but i`m @ irenesz house & she has like 90000 pictures of sophomore year so far so i quess i can put them up here so you quysz can qet a feel of whatsz been qoin on!:
this isz the new crew && we all like stalk each other && chill like every day we don`t have school!! haha thatsz aimee, briana, markia, me, irene & crystal (thisz was taken last friday)
the ultimate bfflsz, aimee & crystaaall =)
thisz was also last friday at school.. thats me & russ. no, he is not touchinq my chest, but simply pointinq to the word "whipped" on my shirt (cuz like, he "has me whipped".. like yeah, it was a joke).
irene on the second week of school in the cafeteria before school, doinq her innocent pose
briana & her boyfriend damond on the second week of school durin lunch
the day of the first qame @ russ' house cuz me, markia & irene missed the bus so we went over hisz house till the qame started
 
me & irenesz qanqster picturesz in the meadowsz before the qame (eww i have baqsz under my eyesz in the second one =/ )
me & markia in the meadowsz before the qame
 
 
the qanqster ass Blastiicsz pictures in the meadowsz before the first qame of the year
hood ass brittni & markia bein true hood qirlsz throwin up the 108 siqn =P
me & russ at the end of the first qame
me & briana with our curly hair on the hhmm.. 3rd week of school
the last picture of the bunch.. thatsz irene, markia & me outside in the meadowsz before the first qame
*siqh* qood timesz. well, thats basically been school. thisz stabbinq that happened a while aqo (you may have heard of it.. happend at blake hiqh school) involved thisz qirl that went to my school and i somewhat talked to. it really freaked me out... sherwood && rockville have qotten real bad repsz since that (the qirl who died was from rockville) cuz people think we`re like hood & qhetto & danqerousz but yeah.. it really affected all of us at both schoolsz. it did happen at blake but some kidsz there are all like "aahh we`re so affected!" but ultimately like, rockville & sherwood are the onesz affected. like, that stabbinq couldve happened at ANY qame, ANY school, it just so happensz that it happened there so like.. i dont know. me, personally, i think the only people really affected are those of us who attend sherwood and rockville but whatever the case it was just really weird seein it on the newsz like whooaa.. i know that qirl, i say hi to her. i don`t know. september was just a bad ass, crazy month!! *siqh* anyway.. i participated in a quince for jnae which was alotta fun on oct. 1 and met some cool ass people and yeah. thats been my life so far but its borinq so i don`t have much to say. i quess i`ll update when i want to or find the time to but enjoy the picsz until then =)
until next time..
xOxO,
Britt Britt
EDITNESS---
hey hey hey!! well.. quick update. shit is SO confusinq now.. i don`t know where i`m at with certain people, relationships and situations and im just flat out confused. but i have THE BEST friendsz in the world (just a few to name: irene, markia, aimee, briana, jen and my lova lova dodo who called to check up on me too!) && i`m so thankful that they`re in my life!! school wise, i did SOOO qood this quarter! 5 As and an A IN PRE-CAL WITH ANALYSIS and 2 Bs biq baby!! i qot an A in AP spanish too!! ahhh SYSSED! i better qet some money for it too!! hehe well, i`m at irenesz house && i`m sposta be doin my NSL homework so i`ll edit when i find time! leave me commentsz, lovesz!!
--Brittni G.
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(-››_x_GRUBBiiN- spicier nacho! doritoes
(-››_x_SiiPPiiN- koolaid with sprite in it
(-››_x_BLASTiiN- nothin
(-››_x_Vii3WiiN- napoleon dynooomiiite!
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"sometimesz love is addiction, sometimesz it hurtsz like hell & sometimesz u just can`t qet enuff.."
hey losersz!!! first, i wanna start off by sayin "WHAT THE FUCK?!"... only 18 commentsz?! cmon quysz..yall are slippin!! mother fuckersz... anywayyyy, well school has started & itsz been straiqht i quess. i`ll qo thru each day when i qet there but first, my SUCKY ASS scheduele for first semester:
Period 1: Honors English with Mr. Holman -- People in Class: Shivana and Nate`
Period 2: AP NSL/Government with Ms. Jaffe -- People in Class: I only talk to Amy and Danielle
Period 3: Pre-Calculus with Analysis with Mr. Laughner -- People in Class: NOBODY!!!
Period 4: AP Spanish with Sr. Gonzalez -- People in Class: NO FUCKING BODY!!!
Period 5: Child Development with Mrs. Diver -- People in Class: Kiaboo aka Markiaaaa!!! =)
Period 6: Honors Biology with Mr. Kenton -- People in Class: I talk to Heather, Caroline and Olivia
Period 7: Health with Mr. Farmer -- People in Class: I mean there's people but I don't really know them like that.. =/
and thatsz it. overall, my scheduele just makesz me really sad. me, markia and irene were sposta have <a style='text-decoration: none; border-bottom: 3px double;' href=
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" i ain`t like most qirlsz, baby - i ain`t like them othersz you done dealt with in ur past..."
hey hey heeyyy!!! how are you, my lovesz!? weelll, theresz 13 daysz left of summer & of course, my summer work STILL isn`t done!! oh man...the waysz of the life of brittni quevara... =/...
anyway, these past 4 daysz have felt like i`ve been on top of the world, disqustinqly all because of a boy!! hahaha...but then aqain, my sadness & my happiness is alwaysz becuz of boysz so itsz no surprise. weeell, on saturday when i was babysittin, bootsy called me & said he was at mcdonaldsz with a whole rack of otha niqqasz so he put russ on the phone & he was like ima come over, will you come outside? so i was like yeah so him, ryan and chris came over and snuck down in my basement until morqansz parentsz qot here. so basically, the whole nite i was actin kinda stank cuz i just felt still soo...uqh, by the fact that i hadn`t really talked to him ALL summer!! so we talked about how SOME WHACK GIRLSZ claimed that he had asked them for sex & all thisz other BULLSHIT & he was like i did not mess with those qirlsz, brittni. i promise you so all that stressin i had done in that last entry was for NOTHING becusz it was just another case of some FAST ASS LITTLE GIRLSZ tryna ruin peoplesz livesz!! so anyway, by the end of the niqht i had warmed up & we were mostly just actin how we`ve alwaysz acted. so my sister took him home & he called me that nite and we talked for a while then i went to sleep...
on sunday, him and ryan just came over & chilled at like 11PM till buqsz friend left so he could take them home so that day was no biq deal...
so the next day (yesterday), my sister woke me up around 11:30 & he called me like 5 minuntes after and said he was outside so i opened up the door & he and josh chilled here for like, 10 minutesz then he left to qet ready & shit. so then i hopped in the shower then qot out & he came back over. so then we just chilled till about 5:45 till he went home. i proved my love to him yesterday but i won`t qo into detail with that. i just proved it ;] haha...so anyway, after he left, i just chilled & ate & qot ready for my laquna & super sweet 16 niqht!! so then he called & asked if my sister could qo pick him up so i said yeah but then he called like 15 minutesz later & said he was on his way so then he qot here & we chilled til buq & her friendsz qot back then we chilled with them & shit and had fun. then he left & i went upstairsz and fell asleep...
so basically to sum it all up, i`m just so...i don`t even know. wordsz cant even explain how i feel riqht now. i stressed thisz ENTIRE summer about the fact that i barely saw him but in the back of my mind, i was like "he just needs a summer to himself, to do him, to party, to do all that he wantsz without havin to worry about anythinq but himself" & thatsz what really went down, ya know? like, we talked about it & thatsz what he said and just...yeah. i dont know, itsz all still so crazy to me that itsz 2 weeks till school startsz `nd NOW im seein him alot but i`m not complainin. i`m just so qlad i`m happy now, ya know? happy that everythinqsz worked out, happy that we talked about it, happy that i don`t hafta wonder anymore, happy that thinqsz are back to the normal shit, just...happy. letsz hope & pray that thisz year, i`ll continue with thisz happiness. i told him that i`d kill him if he talked to another qirl at my school cuz if he did, i`d hafta drop out cuz i`d look soooo dumb, havin that happen to me two yearsz in a row! he promised he wouldn`t like nobody till i qot over him first so hopefully he won`t!! hahaha but i told him i couldn`t see myself likin anyone else durin my hiqh school yearsz anyway. *siqh* we`ll see tho, we will see...
 
(we took some hot ass picturesz on my camera, too!! qotta qet those bitchesz developed!!)
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LMAO!! if you haven`t noticed already, i alwaysz put picturesz in my entriesz so you can have a visual of what i`m talkin about!! haha also, basically becuz i don`t like when one of my entriesz is like, wider & thicker than the other. yeah, petty shit like that bothersz me but hey, i`m weird. whatever...
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OMG! i went to see lion kinq on broadway in bmore on friday & it was sooo tiqht!! those people were ROCKIN & rafiki, the monkey in the movie which was played by a woman, omq her voice was AMAZING!! the sound effects and liqhtsz & how they all represented animalsz but were really people...omq omq it was just so qreat! it inspired me to be a broadway actress...=P lmao sike no but they could really blow. if theyre cominq to your town, i hiqhly suqqest you qo check it out ;]
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raawrrr!! i still can`t believe school startsz in 13 daysz!! i`m a SOPHOMORE!! whooooa buddy buddy! my classes thisz year are: honorsz enqlish, AP NSL, pre-cal w/ analysis, honors bioloqy, child development, ceramics, and AP spanish!! homework, here i frickin come!! haha but i think ima work at olney childrensz center thisz year so i can qet biq bucksz! hopefully my niqqa russ worksz there, too, since he asked my sister to hook him up last year!! haha that`d be fun. but reqardless of whether he does or not, ima work there. how exciting to make money and be able to spend it on whatever i want. *siqh* i can`t wait...=]
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well, well ima qo & wait for thisz niqqa ryan to drop off hisz summer readinq (lmao...don`t worry, we had a deal; i`m not doin it just becuz ;]) & hopefully russ will come with him so i can hit up markia & we can have a foursome reunion!! haha...i`ll edit when i feel like it. bye, lovesz!!
<33 Britti Titti
"have some faith - thatsz all i ask - believe in me..."
EDITNESS- 08.23.05 ;; 6 MORE DAAAAYYSSS!!!
hey hey hey!!! well, i`m over here at irenesz house sposta be doin my summer shit but i`m not!! hehe...i qot the answersz for my math packet (which is HARD AS SHIT!! ) & i did a little NSL work but really, i`m not stressin anythinq cept for my math packet cuz we`re qonna have like a quiz `nd shit on it. *siqh* my life...
anyway, thisz weekend was SOOOO much fun!! my mommy stayed in DC with her boyfriend on friday so while buq went to dinner with her people, she let russ, ryan & markia come over which was fun & excitinq!! we all bonded as a foursome, which hasn`t happened since like june!! it was fun. we watched a lil TV, i made russ some breakfast & markia `nd ryan some bacon even tho russ ate it all. hmm...anyway, so i wanted to watch hide & seek but markia said we should play it instead, so we played hide & seek in the dark!! it was fuuuun!! anyway, then mi hermana came home with her people & they chilled at mi casa, then me, markia, ryan & russ went up to my room & chilled & took picsz on my quickcam!! i know you quysz wanna see so here we qo ;]...
 
 
AAAHAHAHAHA!!! markiasz qonna be mad that ii put these up here!! hahaha ooohhh well!! there they are! my favoritest couple in the entire world!!! look at markiasz evil ass! no appreciation for his kissesz! what a bitch... i love you, markia =]
me, lookin uqly as hell, markia & qanqster ryan
markia, ryan, buq, russ & me!! my sistersz like...in love with him!!! haha..whore =P
 
me & biq russface!! he was talkinq in the second picture cuz i told him it recordsz videosz too thatsz why it looksz retarted but that first one is cute!
me & russ aqain...not the cutest picture, but hey! itsz ok...
so yeah!! those are our picturesz. so basically the whole nite we were chillin in my room; mostly me, markia & ryan cuz russ was bein weird..haha but then we went down to the basement cuz it was hot in my room & chilled & talked & had some fun & had some drama..haha but overall it was a fun nite!!! markia and ry didnt qo to sleep till like 5:30AM & me and russ didnt qo to sleep till like 6:30AM. so then the next morninq, cuz loser markia hadda work, we woke up at like 7:30AM & buq took her, ry & russ home then i went back to sleep. so basically, overall, that nite was sooo much fun!! it was me & markiasz first co-ed sleepover! it was fuuuun, we had fuuun & i can`t wait till mom qoesz outta town aqain!! hahaha...=P
later that day, which was saturday, i went to my elementary school friend jnae'`sz quincinera practice, which was pretty fun. for like 3/4 of the time, i qot to dance with the hottest niqqa there!! hahaha i was syssed =P. so yeah, i stayed there all nite on saturday till about 9:30 then i just came home & chilled.
sunday wasn'`t very excitinq. i went to church, went to the mall, qot my jordansz, some brown chucksz & thisz brown, lime qreen, cream & blue polo from aero. then i came home & umm...was just bored. these are the jordansz i qot tho:
woot woot!! lookin fresh out that bitch!!
yesterday was kinda borinq, too. i basically just did my summer work. then around 8:45, ryan, russ & josh came over so ryan could drop off hisz summer readinq. then he left so me, russ & josh chilled till about 11. then russ' mom & dad came and i qot to meet hisz daddy which was excitinq!! i was syssed =P. so then i went upstairsz then went back downstairsz cuz russ left his wallet & he drove up & qot it. then i went online & talked to thisz bitch irene then layed down, read some of ryansz book then went to sleep.
todaysz been straiqht. i'`m over irenesz bitch asses house riqht now & we went to CA tortilla for some chipsz and queso then jen called & i talked to her for a lil while then i came back here & now i`m chillin. hopefully, me & irene will qo over markiasz house toniqht to chill before school startsz but shesz at briannasz house riqht now since shesz traded us in. hahahaha!! sike! i love her, brianna & aimee =]. haha but yeah, hopefully the blasticsz will qet toqether toniqht. awww! i just found thisz picture on irenesz computer:
AWWW LOOK AT MY GIRLSZ!!!
speakinq of picturesz, i qotta qet my camera developed!! i have some hot jointsz on there ;]. weeeelll, irenesz bein a BITCH so i must be leavinq riqht now. i'`ll edit later. probly not before school startsz so i'`ll edit after it startsz!!! 6 MORE DAAAAYYYSSS...
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"unconditionally you`re there for me, undeniable you inspire me spiritually..."
que tal?! weeeelll...nothin much over here. today was purty borin cuz i was SUPPOSED to qo to the mall with irene but mom was fakin `nd bein weird so yeah..we just chilled for a while and talked to russ on the phone for a pretty lonq time which was cooool. so then me `nd irene went to blockbuster which was pointless cuz we didn`t qet anythinq but then we went to CVS `nd stocked up on snacks like we alwaysz do (smh...) then came home and watched random stuff then she hadda qo so now i`m here, chillin, updatin the xanqer...
school is slowly approachinq...aahh i can smell the drama already!! haha just found out that my year isz ruined becuz just...becuz!! qrrr...it was sposta be like qirl-drama free but i don`t knoooow. shouldn`t really have any problemsz since i`m not on deontay no more `nd that was like all my beef but then there was like other people who didn`t like me unnecessarily cuz i supposedly qot in some shit..or SOMETHIN but if people are still on that for no reason then..thats like retarted. so hopefully, the only drama i`ll have thisz year is with boysz cuz i can never escape boy drama! haha..followsz me everywhere i qo, every boy i like, itsz just alwaysz there. but we`ll tryta have it as low as possible. we like, fouqht all the time when i didn`t like him so bein in school `nd likin him, we`ll prolly fiqht even more but thatsz ok. fiqhtinq makesz relationshipsz stronqer!
speakinq of fallinq in love `nd all that qood shit, when i was doin my survey `nd it qot to the question "have u ever fallen for your best friend?" i was like whoooa i really have! itsz like..weird. i never ever ever imaqined i would fall for my best friend becuz in my mind, i alwaysz thouqht that it would fuck up a friendship and if/when we broke up but in reality, it can turn out real well. beinq best friendsz with someone means you know everythinq about them; from their flawsz to their perfectionsz to their likesz and dislikesz to their personal problemsz `nd all that. `nd beinq that you know all that, if and when you do become in an intimate relationship, you know everythinq about that person `nd know what pissesz them off `nd what makesz them happy, leavinq room for you to know what to do `nd what not to do in the relationship, ya know? like i said before, i alwaysz thouqht that fallin for your best friend would be a mistake but i did `nd itsz really not bad at all. of course when you break up at first, it hurtsz alot `nd it seemsz like it`ll never be the same but qettin over that time period `nd learninq to just qo with the flow, everythinq doesz seem to bounce back `nd it really doesn`t mess up that "best friend" relationship. fallin for your best friend is just kinda cool ... =P
AGAIN SPEAKING ABOUT LOVE, LAGUNA BEACH `ND THEIR LOVE DRAMA COMES ON IN APPROXIATELY 46 HOURSZ!! hahaha..aahh i`m so excited! i usta hate kristinsz ass cuz i liked LC better `nd she was like bitchy `nd mean to LC but kristinsz cool now. i was thinkinq once aqain like..damn that sucksz to fall for someone older than u cuz then when they leave itsz like all sad =[... aw man!! but then aqain, i hate younqer boysz `nd boysz my aqe but itsz qonna be sad when the juniorsz, this year, qraduate. kristin didn`t seem that heartbroken when steven left but i know i`m qonna be real sad!! but anyway...yeah, that boy jason that kristinsz best friend jessica qoes with is HOTT AS HELL!! qood God! that isz ONE SEXY WHITE BOY! woo hesz hot as hell. ya know who i`m qonna miss thisz season tho? LO! i liked her..she prolly won`t be in it as much since itsz kristinsz year but becusz itsz kristinsz year theresz qonna be drama, drama, drama `nd i can`t wait to see it!!
 
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hmmm..photobucket isz bein RETARTED `nd those picturesz are qonna look like that lil box thinq for the next week `nd 1 day so i quess, qet used to it! anyway..i STILL haven`t started my summer work!! i tried to do my NSL but it was like weird `nd confusinq but i WILL do that next week `nd then i qotta qet my booksz on tuesday or wednesday then i quess i`ll attempt to do my math aqain but i know that won`t be successful. we have a damn quiz the first week we qet back. whyyyy, whyyyy pre-cal, whyyyy?! *siqh* i don`t understand how u can quiz people on somethinq they don`t know. i understand itsz an advanced class but even advanced kidsz needsz instruction. oh man...the waysz of the world of a hiqh school student...=/
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MIAMI IN A WEEK!! i can`t wait. i`m not a biq fan of flyin but hopefully, we`ll qet there safely `nd soundly `nd it`ll be lotsz of fun!! my auntie & cuzinsz that live down in tampa are qonna meet us up in miami so that should be fun!! i`m tellin you..i`m qonna be like, as dark as thisz backqround! haha...i qet like african dark! hahahaha but thatsz ok. russ said me & my sister look hott when we`re dark ;] so hopefully i qet dark & qet a sexy ass tanline! then i`ll qo to school dark & exotic lookinq & the qirliesz can hate more!! oh yeah...i found out from markiasz sister who heard it from someone that the reason why people don`t like me so much in that school is cuz i walk around like i`m cute & i`m stuck up & i swinq my hair all over the place like i`m cute. oh oh, `nd also that 75% of the school doesn`t like me! =] hahaha..but hey! what can i say? itsz hard for your hair NOT to swinq when itsz lonq & when you wear heelsz, you can`t walk around like you don`t think you`re cute, ya know? like if you wear heelsz, you wear them becusz you have confidence & confidence isn`t bad, riqht?! the way i see it, until i strutt down the hall on purpose & i purposely flip my hair in peoplesz facesz & verbally say that i`m the shit, i think people should just let me be me & qet to know me to see if i`m a stuck-up, hair-flippin, thinkin she da shit, bitch. even if they don`t qet to know me, passinq THAT MUCH judqement isz bad. but hey! `nd those white kidsz in school love me! really, itsz only 75% of the BLACK PEOPLE that don`t like me which isz only like 1/4 of the population in the whole school. so yeah, itsz alotta people not likin me but HEY! what can i say?! i can only be one person & i choose to be the brittni that i wanna be =].
speakinq of school & all that, now that school has been approachin more and more by the minute, i`ve really been wonderin how itsz qonna turn out thisz year. how will i deal with boysz thisz year? will i still be like crazy over russ but then he`ll talk to someone else, like last year with deontay? will the qirl he talksz to hate me & qet her friendsz on me? will another boy like russ come into my life & be my best friend that i later fall in love with after i qet over russ, like last year? (i doubt that)..will i find out that one of my best friendsz hates, betrayed & lied to me, like last year (you bitchesz better tell me now if you do cusz i don`t have time for that bullshit aqain!! =P)? will some random new qirl not like me for no apparent reason, like last year? will the little freshman take after the older juniorsz & seniorsz `nd all randomly hate me? (lmao..probly)! will markia & ryan still be toqether? hahaha...had to throw that one in, even tho i know their assesz will be! will i walk to stephanie to all 4 of my first periodsz, like last year?! haha..aw steph! how will friendshipsz nd relationshipsz develop or fall apart throuqhout the year? hhmmm...i don`t know what sophomore year holdsz. hopefully, it won`t be any worse than freshman year tho. that was a damn adventure! but really, everybody should be used to me by now so i shouldn`t even really have any drama. i just hope that i keep up with my schoolwork, my classesz aren`t as hard as i`m expectinq them to be, i fall in looooove =), i remain friendsz with everyone that i have, and everybody just staysz out my business! aahh...we can only hope. 37 more daysz till the adventure beqinsz...
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thisz upcominq week should be somewhat of some excitement. monday, russ should be comin over to see my new hair & so i can see him before i qo <3.. ( i don`t like takin lonq tripsz without seein people before i qo ) to then on tuesday or wednesday, i`ll qo shoppinq for my booksz & maybe some school clothesz with daddy. then on thursday or friday, i qotta chill with my qirlsz before saturday!! so hopefully, it`ll be fun. oh & of course, i qotta work on my summer work! thatsz top priority...;].
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itsz somethinq about toniqht..i feel very emotional. not in a bad sense where i`m qonna have one of my infamousz breakdownsz & just think about bad stuff & cry! hahaha but like, kinda qood emotional, ya know? like, i don`t know. i know i`m not completely happy with that whole male situation but i`m not really sad about it anymore. i think that i`ve qotten a more mature mentality & i`ve realized that i just have to leave it up to fate & God and let them decide where our relationship will qo. i am a little scared to start school tho, only because we`ll see each other everyday & i don`t wanna be disappointed & have it be like last year where i wait..and wait...and wait for somethinq that`ll never happen aqain. but i mean, i don`t really think that`ll happen cuz our situation is completely different. when deontay broke up with me, we lost just all connectionsz & saw each other once after that till school but itsz different thisz time. althouqht i am stayin optimistic, i`m still hopin & prayin that all turnsz out well and the way i know it should be. *siqh* i don`t know. like i said, 37 more daysz, we will see...
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Summer 04:
 
lmaooo! aw omq these were from last summer around thisz time!! aww my old bedspread. aww and when i was a younq innocent (omq..i`m really not innocent anymore in some waysz!!) baby, excited about thisz bullshit hiqhschool!! haha.. omq look how much more mature i look! damn...i`ve qrown! mentally & physically...lmaoo omq really tho! i have qrown & become a much stronqer person...
Summer `05:
 
omqqq eeww!! i`m qettinq old!! aahh...my life isz flyinq by me as we speak. life, time, eventsz are just so many mysteriesz in thisz fantasic, mysteriousz world we live in...
well, not much left to say. i`ve basically spoken on every aspect of my life! so, i will update later on in the week or when i qet back from miamiiiii & tell yall about me & buqsz crazy niqht-life cuz we`re qonna be 21-year-old twinsz & sneak into clubsz..=P!! until then...
xOxO,
Misz. Britt
"all i want isz what you`re qivin; nothin but you`re affection - so in love & your the reason..."
Editness- 07.25.04 ;; 4:27PM
not much to say except that i`ve been cryinq with only like..30 minute breaksz in between each breakdown since like 1:30 thisz morninq. i`m not even qonna qet into full detail but all i can say is that femalesz have no respect for themselvesz or their bodysz or their spiritsz these daysz and if i were a boy, i think i'`d be qay cuz i don`t know how boysz can fuck nasty, dirty hoesz. i just can'`t wait for thisz horrible ass summer to be over & to see where everythinq is at when the school year startsz. i'`m just so confused about feelinqsz about everythinq. i know MY feelinqsz haven`t chanqed & maybe becuz of the situation that supposedly occured, thatsz why he said he felt the way he felt about me but i don'`t know. i'`m just so confused & i can'`t stand qirlsz & the way they portray themselvesz. every qirl has sluttiness inside of her, itsz just sickneninq to see that slutiness really come out of some bitchesz. but whatever, hoesz qet fucked for their pussy, not for their brain, looksz or personality so let them do what the fuck they do. itsz summertime, people qet wild & crazy `nd maybe thatsz the whole reason for thisz "chill-ed" situation but hopefully all the bullshit will be done with when school startsz. the hoesz will still be hoesz reqardless of whether itsz the summer or not so whatever. i KNOW i'`m better than them all [physically & personality wise] so i shouldn'`t even let that shit faze me. hell, the shit miqht not have even qone done so fuck it. fuck the bullshit & fuck thisz...
banner made by: anthony. thanksz anthony for tellin me to stay stronq. i'`ll really try to but as of thisz point, i don'`t think it'`ll be happenin anytime soon...
EDITNESS- 08.08.05;; 11:44PM
wadduuuuuuuuuuppp!!! dayum ii ain`t been on disz biznitch in a minute!! how yall doin? well, i qot back from miami on wednesday `nd i`m black as FUCK!!! hahaha but i look exotic which is what i was qoin for ;]..haha! i didn`t qo to any clubsz `nd them niqqasz was whack down there but it was straiqht cuz i spent time with my family `nd shit. i haven`t qotten my picsz developed yet but i`ll post `em when i do. about that whole confusion up there, it never qot cleared cuz i aint talked to him in about a week but itsz whatever, you know what i`m sayin? i`m tryna live my last 3 weeksz of summer to the fullest `nd deal with the bullshit when it comesz. me, markia `nd irene were talkin `nd markia was like as far as hesz concerned, he prolly thinksz everythinqsz all qood `nd yall are both doin your own thinq, bein that itsz summer or whatever `nd i understand all that `nd thatsz straiqht, you know? it IS summer `nd we are chillin but i just don`t like when people be sayin that they`ll do somethin `nd they don`t `nd thatsz kinda sorta whatsz qoin on but like i said, i`ma live these last couple weeksz of summer to the fullest `nd tryta have as much fun as i can before i qo back to the hellhole filled with drama, boysz `nd bitchesz. anyway, so me & mommy did some maadddd school shoppin on saturday at potomac millsz `nd i have outfitsz for about the first two weeks of school so i`m pretty straiqht. the blasticsz are qonna look so fuckin hott on the second day of school. we`re rockin white polosz over a yellow polo (markia), a qreen polo (me), `nd a red polo (irene) with jean mini skirtsz `nd flip-flopsz!! aahhh...if i didn`t have so much school shit to do, i`d be syssed as hell to qo back to see everybody n shit. damn..sophomore year. aqain, me, markia & irene were talkin `nd itsz like dayum, school qoesz by quick as hell, so before we even know it we`ll be JUNIORSZ in hiqh school, `nd markiasz boyfriend will be a seniooorrr alonq with russ n shit `nd just omq...thatsz crazy. we`re like, old as hell `nd our hiqh school career is qoin by so fast. i`m sayin, even tho we've only been there for one year, itsz qonna qo by fast, i know it. =[ *siqh*..these are supposedly the best yearsz of a teensz life, so i qotta say "fuck the drama" `nd live it to the fullest `nd tryta straiqhten out all the bullshit thatsz happenin riqht now, which in me/irene/markia'sz eyesz will prolly be straiqht by the time school startsz. *siqh*...yesz, beana. postiveness is the key to success. i`ma have a "kristen from laquna beach" attitude cuz she lauqhsz n shit when people talk shit `nd she lovesz drama, so i`ma be like that, which i kinda am already cuz i love drama cuz itsz just oh-so entertaininq!! haha..weeelll, i`ma qo watch victor varquez (hott ass niqqa!!) i`ll write when my sister qetsz her computer fixed cuz i`m on my slow ass one riqht now, surprisinqly!! until next time...
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